Some Self Earned Dreams.....

So!!
Structed here......Interesting its seems a word like "salary"...ahaa...
But not to me... that was my first salary....i doubt my.....

But still i was waiting for some buks for whole month....They made my account open on the first day of my induction....to some crap bank... ...as almost for month i was making them calls to activate it.. ....what if the day went away and my account doesnt get activated....But atlast they have some sympathy for me as this time i will gonna get my frst salary......

as inner HIMANSHU was happy somewhat or the other way...he knows he gonna see some buks...a self earned buks.....and started planning to spend these lille amount....

I planned and planned ....to buy some clothes...to buy new shoes.........to do this..and to do that....
I even planned to collect some of these 22 carat papers for my MBA.......and many many other things for my future...As if!! I will get all these things from my first salary only.....
But this is a time when start thinking for myself......and me not doing more then that....

As the day came.....!!

It was 29th oct 2005...My friend working in that silly bank called me... and sudeenly" Congrats Bhai!! I said "what happen??"..." Your First Pay is there in your account..."..

Thats Great, How much?..Tel me First ; When is my party??...hey jab marzi lelena .....acha now tell me how much...."Oh...they gave just this much"..anyways thanks man..your party is due....

Now, after a long i am in a mood of joy...told my maa-paa ...i got my frst salary,....and from here starts the time ...when i got alot many suggestion to spend it this way and that way..

My friends from college start asking for a party..my socity friends and my cousins are there at my home with there demands...as if a won some jack pot..aur i was the one among the 1000
people from Kaun banega Carore Pati...who has won some 2 crores....

now i also think to make my maa-paa and sis to take somthing..as they gimme alot...as if i am going to make a payment of loan taken form them in the past years.....

Anyways... i got to know ..there is nothing for me in my first salary...all my plans gonna runnied...

and what about the savings for MBA...what about my clothes...My new shoes...and many...many other things ......!!

Dreams remained Dreams....Once i even think y god made a month of 30 days...can it be of 15 days...so that i will get next earnings in 15 days...!! I really wished to have a time machine by which i kept on moving to 30th of evry month...!
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WHY!!!??

Why is it so hard to tell the truth... yet so easy to tell a lie,

Why do we sleep in the church.. but when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?.

Why is it so hard to talk about God... but so easy to talk about sex?.

Why are we ao bored to look at a Christian magazine... but so easy to read a playboy magazine?,

Why is it so easy to delete a Godly messages... yet we forward the nasty ones?

Why are churches getting smaller... but yet the bars and clubs are growing??... think about it.....

Just remember God is watching you!!